Sarah's Blog

Thursday, May 04, 2006

locked away in these walls full of hate
crying absurdly while the nurses pass by
wondering what just happened
leaving the mystery up to the doctors
closing my eyes brings me to a better place
trusting the people i love to hate
hating the gut wrenching feeling inside my body
something is wrong with me
needing the beeping to stop
and the sound of the new shift of nurses to go away
crying only on the inside
while the pain is flowing on the outside
today is the day that i meet my destiny
today is the day he'll see me.

Tuesday, April 25, 2006

The pistons burned with a God's anger
in unison they fired one by one
yelling at the world around them
tearing away to move the earth below
My soul controlled the madness that
screamed down the road.
Speed became my life and to live
I needed more.
The soul of my foot molded
to the pedal and I took the
red devil for a ride.
It was a day to quench my
thirst with fuel.
Locked in a room with a key I made
For the one I lost, I've had to trade
Way deep inside my heart and soul
I hate what I cannot control
In my life, I've hardened more than most
Cold as ice and opaque a ghost
How can I explain what i've put you through
I will always love me more than I love you
My invisible land I raise my drink
An eternity in hell to sit and think

Thursday, April 06, 2006

This has just started i wanted to put this up to get my creativity mind flowing.



But i'm only a size 00.

Walking through the door
I see a shadow of something fierce
drooling and crying

I can smell the delicious life just ahead
Individuality is the name of the game
Watch Dogs!
Watch Towers!
Alarms!
Freedom such a lucky chance to encounter
Covered up in a velvet blanket in July
As I climb up the neverending rickety stairwell
Watch Dogs!
Watch Towers!
Alarms!
Cool, wet spring water is all i need
to finish this shopping trip.

Thursday, March 30, 2006

Attention Deficit Dis-where the hell did I put my shoes?

Alone I died in the old bench beside the walk
Line with people who never looked twice.
It was hard and cold that night and it suited me perfectly.
My dismal surroundings warmed and charmed me.
Comfortably numb, I placed my callused hands
Into the plush jacket that had been torn over time.
I had been torn over time.

She left, I lost, How the shit did this happen,
She's gone, Why?, NO not why,
It's so cliche to say why; Should I pound the ground and curse
it. I would kill to hear her call me names again, to tell me how
childish and self-centered, and demanding I was, to cut me down
to size.

As much hacking as she did, I was never as miniscule as I am
right now. Bacteria, no, an atom, no electron, quark, GOT IT!!!
Planck length. Thank you advanced Physics, for giving me such
a perfect name to assume.

I crave a burger.

Thursday, March 23, 2006

Sweet and sultry
the taste lingers upon my lips
Sour that tempts the tastebuds
Natural and pure
Softness and warmth of your pocket
with just one rip
they all spill out upon the floor
colorful and sweet
the perfect mixture of sweet and sour
that joyfully rests upon my lips.

Thursday, March 16, 2006

Finding your true love could quite possibly be easier than finding the damn remote control that you swore you set down on the side of your bed before you fell asleep. However, when you find that special guy or girl in your life it's like your life is like your driving in your car during a haze. You don't know where your going, but you certainly know where you've been because you've encountered that 7-11 store 1 too many times. Damn it you missed the turn, supposedly knowing how to get back to your home, your safety net. Before long your heart yearns for there touch, and silent serenity, and all you have left is your Friday nights filled with Lifetime without a remote, and your t.v. dinners. Maybe next time you'd change the batteries before it went dead.

Danny Random


What if a fart were elected
to presidency?

I'll tell you
three words
that are better than
died, dead and die.
lived, living
and lived.

If Wal-mart were inversely
large would it be but a
fly on the wall, then could we smack it?

As time goes by it seems to be,
you could have been a better friend to
me.

Apples aren't oranges
Beneign is beautiful.
I want to go to Italy
before Italy goes home

One and ten both
have three letters. Together
they have six. Six is
kinda in the middle of
one and ten.

Bacon Cheeseburgers are a culinary
hilarity. Theres a dead pig on a dead
cow topped in stuff the cow made.
that's funny but God doesn't think so.




Friday, March 10, 2006

..."Supposedly love you"


Tears of anger, tears of sadness
When will this madness stop?
Fighting and crying
Tears in your eyes and a dagger in your heart.