crying absurdly while the nurses pass by
wondering what just happened
leaving the mystery up to the doctors
closing my eyes brings me to a better place
trusting the people i love to hate
hating the gut wrenching feeling inside my body
something is wrong with me
needing the beeping to stop
and the sound of the new shift of nurses to go away
crying only on the inside
while the pain is flowing on the outside
today is the day that i meet my destiny
today is the day he'll see me.
