Sarah's Blog

2006-05-04T20:29:00.000-07:00

locked away in these walls full of hate
crying absurdly while the nurses pass by
wondering what just happened
leaving the mystery up to the doctors
closing my eyes brings me to a better place
trusting the people i love to hate
hating the gut wrenching feeling inside my body
something is wrong with me
needing the beeping to stop
and the sound of the new shift of nurses to go away
crying only on the inside
while the pain is flowing on the outside
today is the day that i meet my destiny
today is the day he'll see me.

2006-04-25T15:21:00.000-07:00

The pistons burned with a God's anger
in unison they fired one by one
yelling at the world around them
tearing away to move the earth below
My soul controlled the madness that
screamed down the road.
Speed became my life and to live
I needed more.
The soul of my foot molded
to the pedal and I took the
red devil for a ride.
It was a day to quench my
thirst with fuel.

2006-04-25T15:17:00.000-07:00

Locked in a room with a key I made
For the one I lost, I've had to trade
Way deep inside my heart and soul
I hate what I cannot control
In my life, I've hardened more than most
Cold as ice and opaque a ghost
How can I explain what i've put you through
I will always love me more than I love you
My invisible land I raise my drink
An eternity in hell to sit and think

2006-04-06T10:40:00.000-07:00

This has just started i wanted to put this up to get my creativity mind flowing.

But i'm only a size 00.

Walking through the door
I see a shadow of something fierce
drooling and crying

2006-04-06T10:38:00.000-07:00

I can smell the delicious life just ahead
Individuality is the name of the game
Watch Dogs!
Watch Towers!
Alarms!
Freedom such a lucky chance to encounter
Covered up in a velvet blanket in July
As I climb up the neverending rickety stairwell
Watch Dogs!
Watch Towers!
Alarms!
Cool, wet spring water is all i need
to finish this shopping trip.

2006-03-30T16:26:00.000-08:00

Attention Deficit Dis-where the hell did I put my shoes?

Alone I died in the old bench beside the walk
Line with people who never looked twice.
It was hard and cold that night and it suited me perfectly.
My dismal surroundings warmed and charmed me.
Comfortably numb, I placed my callused hands
Into the plush jacket that had been torn over time.
I had been torn over time.

She left, I lost, How the shit did this happen,
She's gone, Why?, NO not why,
It's so cliche to say why; Should I pound the ground and curse
it. I would kill to hear her call me names again, to tell me how
childish and self-centered, and demanding I was, to cut me down
to size.

As much hacking as she did, I was never as miniscule as I am
right now. Bacteria, no, an atom, no electron, quark, GOT IT!!!
Planck length. Thank you advanced Physics, for giving me such
a perfect name to assume.

I crave a burger.

2006-03-23T16:21:00.000-08:00

Sweet and sultry
the taste lingers upon my lips
Sour that tempts the tastebuds
Natural and pure
Softness and warmth of your pocket
with just one rip
they all spill out upon the floor
colorful and sweet
the perfect mixture of sweet and sour
that joyfully rests upon my lips.

2006-03-16T22:13:00.000-08:00

Finding your true love could quite possibly be easier than finding the damn remote control that you swore you set down on the side of your bed before you fell asleep. However, when you find that special guy or girl in your life it's like your life is like your driving in your car during a haze. You don't know where your going, but you certainly know where you've been because you've encountered that 7-11 store 1 too many times. Damn it you missed the turn, supposedly knowing how to get back to your home, your safety net. Before long your heart yearns for there touch, and silent serenity, and all you have left is your Friday nights filled with Lifetime without a remote, and your t.v. dinners. Maybe next time you'd change the batteries before it went dead.

2006-03-16T21:56:00.000-08:00

Danny Random

What if a fart were elected
to presidency?

I'll tell you
three words
that are better than
died, dead and die.
lived, living
and lived.

If Wal-mart were inversely
large would it be but a
fly on the wall, then could we smack it?

As time goes by it seems to be,
you could have been a better friend to
me.

Apples aren't oranges
Beneign is beautiful.
I want to go to Italy
before Italy goes home

One and ten both
have three letters. Together
they have six. Six is
kinda in the middle of
one and ten.

Bacon Cheeseburgers are a culinary
hilarity. Theres a dead pig on a dead
cow topped in stuff the cow made.
that's funny but God doesn't think so.

2006-03-10T11:37:00.000-08:00

..."Supposedly love you"

Tears of anger, tears of sadness
When will this madness stop?
Fighting and crying
Tears in your eyes and a dagger in your heart.

2006-03-06T10:11:00.000-08:00

If anyone has any suggestions on this piece for me to improve it, it would be greatly appreciated and taken into consideration.

Love of a Mother

The smell of flesh freshly burning
Stiff and swollen with gauze wrap
Don't look at his hands now!
Curled within, like a fetus in the womb
What assumptions are necessary to explain this disaster?
Needing someone to open the ketchup
Only two possible outcomes
Struggling to reach Euphoria
Beeping and screaming engulf his ears

2006-02-27T12:51:00.000-08:00

Rough Draft of a setting--maybe people can help me jazz it up a bit!

two unlike items:
Beach
Football Stadium

The tropical sunset, the smell of hot dogs and popcorn popping--yes! the biggest football game is today as the lines shuffle through the white crystal sand. Garbage cans and umbrella stands-what perfection! Though the tuba band man got stuck in the sand! With other members of the pep band...perhaps it could be the biggest day of all, as the kickoff proceeds into play the ball gets kicked so far it lands in the pale blue ocean to be taken away by a passerby....a dolphin.

2006-02-26T15:09:00.000-08:00

The Aristocrats

Over break I stopped by Blockbuster with my boyfriend to check out the newest movies out on release, looking through the shelves I pondered upon the movie the Aristocrats, known for it to be rather good by my Professor and fellow students I decided to pick up and rent it. I quite honestly had no idea what this movie was or what and who the Aristocrats were before watching this documentary. To my astonishment it was a fabulous movie yet really grotesque though utterly hilarious at what each comedian came up with and what type of story they put with the man coming into producer's office and with that the imagination runs rampant throughout this film. I recommend this to anyone who has a sense of humor and can really cut loose and let there imagination run freely.

2006-02-17T18:55:00.000-08:00

Dreams are the only escape

silently crying
no one knows how much she's hurting
painfully sweet
blood bubbling with anger
hurtfully sorry
for she has seemed to hurt many
silently crying
slouched in a corner of her room
bitter love
mysterious eyes all around her
....as she weeps in her sleep

2006-02-10T19:48:00.000-08:00

What a great workshop today...I'm very happy to hear the different views on what people thought on my poem , just a side note: the pink text on my second poem Faith was just because of my faulty printer. It was a real fun day to learn and have other people be able to critique my work. Thanks a lot for helping me on the way to become a better creative writer.

Sarah*

2006-02-07T19:05:00.000-08:00

Carbon Fears

The diamonds begged and shone below

With unparalleled gleam and deceitful glow

They are my friends, my only foe

Each stone as wretched as the row

The reason why they need my hand

Breathes behind me where I stand

And beneath the glass of blood and sand

Is eternity entwined with a single band

The years have passed, I’ve gone astray

From carbon fears and a thoughtless way

A broken silence so to say

I’ve left behind that diamond day

2006-02-06T12:11:00.000-08:00

They went mildly
in alert
It's Monday
Good Luck
Bad Strawberries
Snosberries taste like Snosberries
What about Strawberries?
Are they Red?
This is starting to hurt my head.
So I take some Advil
Rampant Ravaging Rats rescue retards
living in the sewer.
The stench was so bad.
It curled my toes
Worse than watching a surgeon at work
the gore of brains hanging out of his head.
He got his with the shovel
the brains are gorey
Had it been Bush, there would be none there
Then what the eye sees.
Which is a whole lot of fun!!!
fun for her, or her, or her?
I am ready for all of them
And then, they spontaneously combusted.
I didn't understand and I guess I never will.

2006-02-06T12:08:00.000-08:00

Faith

Faith Screams down the streets
Robes draping over the masked lives
Leaving a trail of blind faith

2006-01-31T12:30:00.000-08:00

Everytime we touch

I still hear your voice, when you sleep next to me.
I still feel your touch in my dreams.
Forgive my weakness, but I don't know why.
Without you it's hard to survive.

Cause everytime we touch, I get this feeling.
And everytime we kiss I swear I (could)can fly.
Can't you feel my heart beat fast, I want this to last.
I Need you by my side.
Cause everytime we touch, I feel this static.
And everytime we kiss, I reach for the sky.
Can't you hear my heart beat so.
I can't let you go.
I want you in my life.

Your arms are my castle, your heart is my sky.
They wipe away tears that I cry.
The good and the bad times, we've been through them all.
You make me rise when I fall.

Cause everytime we touch, I get this feeling.
And everytime we kiss I swear I can fly.
Can't you feel my heart beat fast, I want this to last.
I need you by my side.
Cause everytime we touch, I feel this static.
And everytime we kiss, I reach for the sky.
Can't you hear my heart beat so.
I can't let you go.
I want you in my life.

Cause everytime we touch, I get this feeling.
And everytime we kiss, I swear I can fly.
Can't you feel my heart beat fast.
I want this to last.
I need you by my side.

This is one of my favorite songs and I thoughts of this as a really good poem. It describes feelings in several different ways with all the senses. This song while reading can make me really see everything he is talking about with imagery. I could really visualize what this person was writing about, I liked it a lot when he talked about how the significant other could make him feel like he can fly though we know he can't really fly.

2006-01-29T17:40:00.000-08:00

Hi, I'm Sarah, and i'm just testing this blog out to see if it's up and running. I hope all will enjoy your visit to my blog!